Why Freelancing Works for My Life With Duchenne

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by Hawken Miller |

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Since my internship at The Washington Post, I’ve done freelance work at outlets ranging from The Forward, a Jewish-focused website, to Dot Esports, and of course, BioNews, the publisher of Muscular Dystrophy News. In the past year and a half, I’ve realized that working for myself can have its perks, especially when dealing with Duchenne muscular dystrophy. I can set my own schedule, pursue stories that interest me, and work at my own pace. 

Because my muscles tire out more easily, I usually need more rest and sleep than the average person. A freelance position offers the flexibility to start when I want. That doesn’t mean I sleep until 10 a.m. every day, but I can wake up in the morning without stressing about getting to work. It usually means getting in an extra hour of shut-eye, which makes a huge difference in the day.

Part of the reason I love journalism is because it satiates my curiosity. As kids, many of us incessantly asked our parents questions like “Why is the sky blue?” or “What does [insert word] mean?” For me, that childhood curiosity never went away. Thankfully, my questions now, at age 24, are a bit more mature and well-researched. 

With freelancing, I have the opportunity to pursue topics that pique my interest, such as healthcare, rare diseases, and esports and video games. Obviously, some stories are assigned, but now I have more control of where to spend my energy during the workday. 

I mentioned earlier that I feel fatigued more quickly than others. I can take a nap, if needed, to be more productive the rest of the day because I can work at my own pace. I don’t feel pressure to perform as much as I would in an office setting. I know my body the best, and I can determine when I need to take a break, and when it’s time to work. 

While working from home as a freelancer is nice, I’ve discovered some drawbacks in the last year and a half. I’m someone who does better with structure, and going into an office from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. forces me to put my head down and work hard. At home, I have to make my own schedule and I’m only accountable to myself. 

COVID-19 has forced an experiment. I’ve learned the best way I work, and I’ve molded my career to fit the realities of living with Duchenne. I see how freelancing can help overcome my disability, but I’ve also seen how it can detract from my work ethic. While I haven’t decided one way or another, I’ll always know this path could benefit me.

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Stuart McDonald avatar

Stuart McDonald

I am a male in my 40's with Myotonic Muscular Dystrophy. I want more stories about my type of MD.
I am trying to gather as much info as possible, maybe there is something I can do to make my life easier.
Thanks.
Stuart

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